Why must you appear again? I was forgetting you bit by bit, and slowly I was getting better. I finally started to feel like myself again. I never felt what I experienced today, my heart was beating damn fast when I saw you. :( I couldn't calm myself down or whatsoever. The second time I saw you, I just walked away quickly. Because I just couldn't face you anymore. I want to believe that you missed me too, but that's just impossible. Now, I have to stand up by myself and forget you all over again. I know I will get better, because I'm letting go of all these memories. Although deep in my heart, I still want you to be by my side but I know I'm not good enough for you. Sometimes I just need someone to hold my hand to tell me that's everything is fine, but that's not going to be you for sure. So let's just carry on with our lifes. I just want to say that, I miss you. ♥ :(